“why do i make him mad”
This is the most heartbreaking search term I’ve ever read.
You Are Not Crazy is a website devoted to women who have suffered from verbal abuse. The website has many resources. The key thing to remember is that it isn’t your fault. You are never at fault for another person’s abuse. A key quote from the website: “Men are not abusive because they have a problem with anger, they have chronic anger because they are abusive.”
To the person who found me, I hope I helped.